Field Notes for the Wilderness: Practices for an Evolving Faith - Sarah Bessey

Genre - nonfiction, self help, inspiration

Sarah Bessey has been a guide and mentor for me on my own journey through the wilderness - through social media and her other books. She doesn’t know me, but I feel like I do her. Her creation of Field Notes for the Wilderness: Practices for an Evolving Faith in the epistolary form does nothing to lessen that. Her conversational tone (eh?) welcomes the reader lovingly. Sarah taps into her most difficult life and faith experiences and creates a guide for others, creating a beautiful metaphor of a journey through the wilderness. She creates a  conversation using these metaphors that elevate her words to a kind of poetry. She doesn’t offer certainty, but rather gently suggests practices that might help others who find their faith changing as well - just like a friend might. 

Along with the letter style, I appreciate how Sarah uses each chapter to reclaim the aspects of faith that many whose faith may be changing feel that they might be losing. She focuses on peace, love, hope, lament, sacrament, and repentance among other things. Often, it seems, when people are finding a new way to experience worship, others will tell them they are less worthy, perhaps, to receive love and experience hope - that perhaps they are in more need of repentance than ever.  Words and ideas that have been woven into the fabric of faith are being torn away or abused. For me, I love how Sarah helps the wanderer reclaim these. Sarah’s assurances are rooted in scripture and study. As a retired English teaching librarian, I love a book supported with a good set of research and references.

She challenges the reader to move through the journey even while recognizing that the journey might never end. I think even before this book, I was grateful to Sarah for meeting me there. I could easily stop in a world where I am focused on what I am against. I value the profound reminder to remember to be for something. Such a reminder requires forward progress. 

Sarah focuses on faith, but offers insight for all kinds of changes. I am navigating many right now, and her words bring me comfort as I walk. Field Notes for the Wilderness is a book to read, mark up, and reread. Publishes on 2/20/2024. Thank you to NetGalley for the ARC to review.

The Wedding People - Alison Espach

Genre - Contemporary/Literary Fiction

Trigger Warning - Suicide

Phoebe decides that she is done. Post pandemic her husband abruptly announces that he is in love with another woman (their friend) and leaves her. She struggles to return to face to face teaching as an English adjunct. She can’t write - she has been trying and failing to convert her PhD thesis into a book for years, and so she can’t land a full professorship. After a long and discouraging day she returns home to find her cat dead. Phoebe books an outrageously expensive room in the Cornwall Inn in Newport, Rhode Isand and intends to end her life there. Instead she finds the rest of the Inn booked for Lila’s wedding. Lila is appalled at her presence there and her plans for suicide - how that would ruin her perfect wedding! What follows is touching and funny.

I have all kinds of reasons to love this book. Like Phoebe I was an English teacher. All the literary references, metaphors, etc. were spot on for me and added another level to my reading. But note - if you are not a lover of the classics, the book would read just as well, and who knows, Espach might just lure you into some additional reading. I love a good wedding, reading about them, seeing them on TV, and so on.  Quite honestly I am fascinated with the setting. I have long been fascinated by the Vanderbilts and the gilded age, so much here to read and wonder about. I have never really stayed at such a swanky place and the depiction of it is just so funny…someday. I love character driven novels, and Phoebe is just so incredibly illustrated here. The author does a remarkable job of showing not telling. I find Phoebe’s journey 100% believable. Espach creates a lovely cast of wedding people to surround her. Lila is so annoying, but hard not to love. Her family and friends are well drawn. We even get to know the inn staff just a bit. She juggles a number of people with ease, and I began to feel like I knew them all by the  time I was done. I also appreciated the incredible tightline Espach walked on between sorrowful angst and humorous ironies.

Phoebe’s journey just absolutely touched something in me. While my marriage is intact, I can relate to much of what Phoebe struggles with in the sense that she has lost her way. She has been a people pleaser and is just exhausted with it and finding that such behavior has not really brought her to her goals or to a sense of happiness. Anybody who has made big changes will appreciate her sadness and rejoice in the changes her experience at the inn and with these people bring. I am in the middle of big changes. Sometimes I feel so stuck in my patterns and the place where my choices brought me…not unhappy, just a bit unsettled. As I work to change, the example of Phoebe’s growth is a gift. And for me - her analyses in light of the literature that she loved (used to love? still loves in a different way?) was a delightful bonus for me. And certainly the idea that the literature we love can shape our point of view resonates with me. I have to explore that further in my own life to be sure. If you are in a place of change - forced or needed - give The Wedding People by Alison Espach a read. You will appreciate the insight and the hope. If you just love a good book that will make you chuckle and introduce you to some fine fictional folks, give it a read - publishes on July 30, 2024. Thanks Netgalley for the ARC to review.

Reading Challenges - What To Do??

I have seen so many social media and blog posts that a. sum up the readers’ stats for the year and b. articulate specific reading goals for the following year. I have been an avid - quite avid- reader my entire life. I can very clearly remember once weekly trips to the Bovard Memorial library in the summer where I would acquire 6 books to get me through to the next visit. We can talk about the books I read before YA as a genre…but that is another entry. Beyond those visits to the library and an occasional series ready, I did little to plan my personal reading. So as a newly retired reader, with some more time on her hands (not as much as I thought!) I at least gave those processes some thought. I have seen challenges that range from reading a book based on every episode of The Gilmore Girls to reading a book written by an author from every country in the world and a bunch of things in between. 

Anne Bogel of What Should I Read Next and Modern Mrs. Darcy  is kind of a reading guru for me. For 2024 she produced a pdf to help her listeners set a more personal kind of  reading challenge. In it, she asks us to consider what we want from our reading life. I chose focus - since for the first time I was considering reading in a way that was not just random. I also chose enjoyment for obvious reasons. The rest of the options didn’t speak to me as strongly as these two.  I put connection because vaguely I have some notion of trying to come up with a book discussion group in which I feel comfortable. She then asks what our reading life needs. Well…I put a tracking app (though the notion of tracking numbers of books and pages feels just a bit weird to me - because I never have? I also chose priorities because I guess that’s what this whole thing is about. The next section involves choosing mini projects to help along the way. 

O, but mini projects!  Here is where I shine. Of course, I need; I must, organize my TBR collection (I exceeded a pile long ago.). They are housed in a variety of places throughout my house to the point that I don’t even know what I have. Declutter my bookshelves? Yes! I am trying to simplify (see here). I have plenty of books that I’ve grown out of and tired of. I am currently mulling over a What We Keep: Books entry on the blog. Donate books? That follows naturally. Oh yes. Mini projects. I can wrap my head around setting tasks for myself in that way. 

So at the end of the day-several days. I have not chosen a prescribed challenge for reading . Loosely, I want to do better with ARCs and netgalley and reduce my TBR piles. (Again, probably another blog entry.) But in terms of what to read? I will still be relying on recommendations from all over my reading life and what Libby has available at any given time. Maybe less random next  year? Maybe not. What do you do?

Above the Salt - Katherine Vaz

Genre: Literary/Historical Fiction
Sometimes a book leaves me wordless. I’ve been trying to think of how to write an engaging hook and am failing. Katherine Vaz’s epic tale Above the Salt that spans countries and decades is a delight for me. She tells the story of Mary and John beginning at their first meeting in their native Portugal. Though young, they feel a connection immediately. Both victims of religious persecution, they travel to the United States with their families. Years later, they meet again and the angst of their relationship begins. Vaz follows their separations, reunions, and marriages through decades - including the Civil War, reconstruction, and the gilded age. Folks, this summary is a terrible one. I can’t adequately describe the spiritual and magical aspects. I can’t give enough attention to the impact of the secondary characters. The attention to the science of hearing and botany aren’t properly noted. The scope of the novel (I listened to the beautiful narration by Gisela Chipe - 23 hours) cannot be summarized in a fair way. 

The language of the novel is absolutely poetic. Sometimes I had to rewind and listen again - because I just loved the music of the words - and thanks Gisela for the interpretation.  I loved the albeit sad reminder that religious conflict and prejudice has existed for as long as humans have. I am often overwhelmed by what feels like historical division when in fact division has existed throughout history. Such a reminder provides hope for the future! I love the allusion to Emily Dickinson who is one of my favorite poets - would love to have lived in a world in which she is alive. I like the meetings between Mary and John at Abraham Lincoln’s house - Just a friend you know? I loved the complexity of the characters. I wanted to find easy categories to put them in, particularly, Edward, but their behaviors were honest and human and defied easy classification.The book spanned decades, and Vaz allowed her characters to develop and change in expected and unexpected ways. I like learning that sitting above the salt can indicate a change in social status - which of course is more acceptable for some than others. I love the idea of magic berries and a tablecloth beautifully embroidered with a lifetime of memories. 

Perhaps most importantly - I admired and learned from these folks. We have a pretty easy life in 2023 in many ways in terms of transportation and communication and generally just knowing what is going on in the world and with the people we love. In fact, I often bemoan constant texting and worry about the damage it can cause in relationships. However, Mary and John are plagued with delays and miscommunication often to heartbreaking results. What I admire is that they simply forge on. They live with the results of their decisions and their mistakes and while devastated, they live with honor and with hope. I admire their fortitude. I have much to learn from it. 

Please read Above the Salt by Katherine Vaz. Thank you to Net Galley for an ARC in exchange for an honest review.

Keep Your Friends Close - Leah Konen

Genre: Mystery/Suspense

What does it mean to be friends? How do we know we can really trust? Leah Konen explores this in her upcoming novel Keep Your Friends Close. Mary is in a dark place. She is in the process of divorcing her very wealthy husband George and is desperate to keep custody of their son. She plans to leave New York and move to Woodstock to be closer to her mom and her sister. Imagine her surprise, when she spots Willa, a friend who betrayed her in the worst possible way back in New York, with a brand new family. Even more surprising is the presence of her almost ex brother-in-law and husband in her rented home. After a particularly upsetting incident with George, she attempts a visit to find George brutally murdered. Who can she trust when she finds herself the prime suspect? Anyone?

I enjoyed this book. I like to think I’m a bit of a sleuth, and I often think I am one step ahead of an author. I found here that when I thought I had things figured out, Konen would surprise me. The twists and turns were believable and kept me engaged until the very end. Interestingly, I didn’t like Mary all that much. While I didn’t wish her harm, I sure was frustrated by what I thought were obviously thoughtless, perhaps even dumb, decisions. I suppose that makes her human, not thinking clearly in a very difficult situation, but I’d have advised her differently numerous times. As with Rachel Hawkins’ The Heiress: a Novel, I am amazed by the lengths that the very wealthy will go to protect that wealth. Konen provided an interesting glimpse into their world. 

Thanks to NetGalley for the copy of this book.